Ruth Rendell

Portobello

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  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    It's my bloke, it's Lance. They reckon he'll be coming up for trial next month. And he never done that fire, Ella, I know he couldn't have.'

    'No?'

    A cautious look had come into Gemma's face. It was the kind of look that speaks defensiveness but at the same time a need to confess reprehensible things at no matter what cost.

    'He wasn't near that house. He was in someone's place in the next street to yours, on the nick if you want to know the truth. It was September fourteen at one in the morning – well, September fifteen by then. Lance never hurt no one but he was on the nick in this lady's house that was away.'

    And then Ella knew too. Without her usual warning about not getting into pill-taking habits, she handed the prescription to Gemma. She knew what she had to do and she had to do it quickly.

    * * *
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    He was out on his own
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    If Ella were here he would even now be making excuses to her
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    himself that he had been single too long, an ageing bachelor with the occasional girlfriend. It was simply that living with a woman was a state he wasn't yet really used to. But underlying these feelings all the time was the habit that had taken over his life
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    could see nothing but she knew the reflections were there, the faces half turned, the never-ending faces… Was Mithras also there, though neither of them could see him? 'I don't think you meant to kill yourself,' she said.

    'No. No, I didn't. I'll tell you about it. I haven't told anyone, not Ma or any of the people at the hospital.' He took off the glasses and blinked as if, instead of a greyish dimness, the room were flooded with brilliant light. 'Would you like something to eat or drink? I've never asked you that before, have I? I don't think I've ever asked anyone that before.' He had, once, and Ella remembered the glass of water, but she didn't correct him. 'Rita's here and she'll do it,' he said. 'She likes doing it.'

    'I don't want anything, thanks, Joel.'

    'I collected up those pills. It doesn't matter how. I don't go out much but I went out and bought myself a half-bottle of vodka.
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    I think maybe he was one of the angels on the battlements. But no, that's not right. They had wings and he didn't. I wanted him to go. He was getting bigger, you see. No, I don't quite mean that. He was getting clearer and his voice was too. He never said anything terrible like I was to harm someone but I kept thinking he'd start. I thought that if he – well, went on getting bigger and louder and stronger he'd take me over, he'd take this place over.

    'I once saw a picture. It was an illustration for Alice in Wonderland. I was only about eight or nine. Alice had drunk something and it made her grow big. She grew huge till she filled the house, she had to lie down, her arms and legs couldn't get through the doors. I don't know why but that picture frightened me terribly. I screamed when I first saw it and I couldn't get it out of my head. That was how I was starting to feel about Mithras, that he'd get so big he'd never be able to get out. He'd take me over, kind of absorb me. I knew I'd have to do something.'
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    Some guy in a petrol station told them that Lance had paid for fifteen litres of premium unleaded several weeks before. At first he didn't know what they meant, then he remembered paying for Dwayne's petrol when he fetched Gemma's stuff over to Blagrove Road in his van
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    his mother ignored the jibe and said, 'I don't know how that poor old Gilbert put up with you under his feet all day.'
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    His father put it to him very plainly: 'If you had work it'd be another story. But you don't and no prospect so far as I can see.'
  • Диана Власоваhas quoted3 years ago
    'I know you think I meant to kill myself but I didn't.'
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