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Thomas Hardy

Desperate Remedies

  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. 'Yes, I know her,' she said.
    'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but—'
    'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton. I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes—I must go.'
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    She didn't! and it wasn't shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, with brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence on the other—yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able to recall them.
    'Do you know her—or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at the warmth shown.
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?'
    'No.'
    Nothing proved yet.
    'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her face.
    'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton.
    'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
    'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;' and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward Springrove.
    'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
    'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at length.
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    The young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line—one little line—just a wee line to keep him alive, poor thing;
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    Another letter had come to her from Edward—very short, but full of entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line—just one line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don't let the foolish love-affair prevent your thinking as a woman of the world
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
    'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said.
    'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away—a very long way. I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!'
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea. 'It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.'
    The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last.
    'Ah—it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought of him.' This was perfectly true.
    'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
    'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the remark bluntly and superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family pride for the weak confidences of the night.
    But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a chair, and buried her face in her hands.
    'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of it. I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe the match can be broken off.'
    'O no, no.'
    'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me—of course, I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first choice now that he's been away from home for a while. The love that no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own homely ways; it is always so.... Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a trumpery affair as that.'
    'Who—is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman—that was enough for her: curiosity was stunned.
    She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss Aldclyffe went on:—
    'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so quickly: in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that girl's in love with me already!" he thought.'
    To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris—who stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged—that she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was her only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should eat it.
    To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. 'No, thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed. Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant person see her face then.
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it.
  • allsafehas quoted7 years ago
    'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
    'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
    'How those dogs howl, don't they?'
    'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.'
    'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's bedroom door. A nervous creature.'
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